I'm better. Of course I miss her somewhat still, I always will. Went to Massachusetts this past weekend to visit my friend at school. It's so fucking nice up there, so much different than here. I'd love to live there. I need a new camera and a new car badly. I let Hribar borrow my macro lens and in exchange I got his 1D Mark I. Expect some sequences soon.

Just got immediately dropped by my ex-girlfriend, without proper reason or explanation. 11 months down the drain, but oh well. I fought for a while and got her back at one point to just be left again. It's whatever, I just want to be over it already so I can forget about her. Just kinda hard to do, been through a lot. I got a photography job, with a company called Life Touch. Kinda sucks though, because you need no experience in photography at all. But it's a start, to hopefully something much bigger. I want to get a new camera and car sometime soon. I feel I deserve both, I can out shoot plenty of people with cameras 10x better than mine. I've been using my polaroid camera lately more than my digital. A lot easier to carry, and set up. Just focus and exposure, and bam. Picture. Might be going out today for a skate photo, and I should be getting a picture published in a skateboard magazine too. We'll see how everything turns out in a few weeks. Next Tuesday would've been our one year, so that day is going to suck. Completely.

To add on to the previous entry, I'm now throwing $800 into my black hole for a transmission. I love my car, but I also hate how its as old as I am so shit goes wrong all the time. Been dieing to take photos, have a few ideas but I need models and helpers. Kinda got replaced for taking skate photos. God damn team photographers. Well, give me your money please and volunteer to help me with a few projects.

Not looking forward to the heat this summer, I'm so much more of a cold weather person. Not to mention the start of this 3 day weekend is a humid rainy day, and I work with a bunch of people who are cold unless it's 75-80 degrees. No air conditioning for me! Plus I just threw a grand into my car to replace my starter and flywheel which makes me pretty much broke for a bit. I need some new work pants, anyone wana help me out?

I have so many pictures(skateboarding) that I cannot post on the internet due to them possibly being put in magazines. And also because they're tricks that were filmed as well, and the video isn't released yet. It sucks, because all of them are so much better than any skateboarding picture that I already have up here. I'll do what I can to post as much stuff as possible, but unless you've already seen the ones I'm talking about, you probably won't for a while.